How to begin? Let’s just say, my halo certainly slipped a bit yesterday - the result of cabin fever. I can tell you there are a few negatives to attempting to be a “desert mother”.
You can read all about being a cancer patient, but being a human being, there are sometimes you can’t control everything.
The nicest thing is having the support of loving family and friends. Then there are wonderful unexpected surprises that sweep the dark clouds away – a beautiful vase of lovely flowers or a delightful package of unexpected goodies. Thank you, friends! And a laugh and a hug from a loving child who had anticipated the meltdown.
I’m still battling chemo brain and fighting against low white blood cell count, but happy to report it’s on the upswing.
Monday I received some interesting news from my vitamin doctor explaining some of the tests she did prior to beginning chemo. I was anemic, borderline low thyroid and some information regarding my estrogen levels. It was enlightening and making me really want to make some lifestyle changes. And I’ve tried edname beans; they’re not bad!
By the way, I don’t have my jar of pennies, but it is fun to find creative ways to bring a smile to the waiting room. It’s fun to find a way to make others smile. Which reminds me of a cartoon in my bag of goodies: it’s a funny little character who states,” I like to wake up every morning with a smile … sorry you missed it!” It was a perfect day for me to get that!
All in all, I have nothing to complain about. So many people in this world are suffering great tragedies personal, political, job losses, loss of homes. I thank God each day for his blessings. And good friends who care enough to see what’s going on in an old lady’s life to read her blog.
Go, Mom! I think you're doing great! Keep being spunky! We can all learn a bit more patience if you step on our toes a bit. No biggie. But having spunk shows you have the fight to beat this hardship, and that's a good thang!
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